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Friday, November 05, 2004

Fri, 05 Nov 2004 01:53:59 GMT

NEW XANGA GUYS. this one is wack, its..

hit it up =)

Friday, November 05, 2004

Fri, 05 Nov 2004 00:13:26 GMT

happy 16 BiRTHDAAYY gella boo =) i love you beautiful, & hope you have a good one =)

its funny how every damn day, something hilarious ALWAYS happens, HAHA, huh chelsey & jo," you messin wit the wrong biiaatch " & that guy with the funky ass dragon breath, HAHA funny stuff. i gotta say, some thangs that happened yesterday, made me forget bout all the drama, so i guess..

i'M GOOD =)

Monday, November 01, 2004

Mon, 01 Nov 2004 03:29:02 GMT

HAPPY BDAY TO CHELSEY MAE & AMANDA BOO =)

saturday* it was, chelseys partaay, omars partaay, & mae visiting, buh i only had to go to one & i decided, of course, my lovely.. my beautiful seductive seducers partay =) duuh. haha. got there around 5ish. everyone was already there, sed my hellos & all =) lol. got see miss beautiful alyssa, & that sexy ass card she made for erryone to sign, oh myy, that was a piece of art. had my talks wid them ballas ( arlennaay,sam, chau & karen ) a few minutes after i got there, i noticed my purse was missing, so i start lookin for it, wid the help of chels & auntie, & guess wut, after the hard work we put into, " fucking arlene & sam " took it, hah BITCHES. then all of us wanted to dance, so we went into the garage agen, & did our thang . me & gella gave the bday girl some hott lap dances ;) chelsey, "you like"? LOLLL. there was one point at the whole party that i got upset about, kuhz i thought i ruined joana's niight, & it would of been all kuhz of me. buh gladly, i THINK i dint? if i did, im sorry jo, i love you =) we juss kicked it & all, oh how i love chelsey, you guys dont even knoe. lol. so me & some of em` go upstairs & chels opens her present, & i gotta sey DDDAMNN she got a grip of money. LOLLL. she's one happy camper. HAHHAA. had to leave around 11ish, before i left, we saw the performers, ddamn those boys are pretty good dancers for their age, too bad i could'nt see the rest. dropped gella&froi home, theen went home, showered, ya knoe? the basics. haha. chelsey : i hope you had a good one, i love you beautiful ;)

& to amanda, i hope you a good bday, on w/e you did =)

woke up today, SiiCCK, i hate being sick, how gayy.

Friday, October 22, 2004

Fri, 22 Oct 2004 18:23:51 GMT

all i gotta say is that was real fucked up.

i must not get into details, yeah so eniwayyys. yesterday was better than any other day this week kinda... jonnie & jason always make me laugh hardcore every morning =) 3rd period was hilarious, fucking JULiiE.. no comment, aye alyssa, guess wut? i named her thang jose, & she liked it =) buh yuh knoe, it jsus can't compete with walter & frances, riigh? Lol. then later in the day, some shiet happened, i found out a grip of faulty ass shiet. akjsdhaksuhduias. your pathetic. all that for nothing? MMKAYY now. aisutdywguhsas, HAH, yea im good now. yea so w/e, its back to the beginning. :] ahem. my cousin is a fuck face, cant you take me SERiOUS for once?! gheezus. well yea, dint go to school today, dint really feel like it, so i juss slept in, yeayeayea. blog later.

joanas moving soon. maan fuck, that girl has been there for me since the day i met her, i hate thinking how differnt things are gonna be khuz, we wont even get to see eachother as often, gotta make her stay last, dont move jo :[ :[

Wednesday, October 20, 2004

Wed, 20 Oct 2004 02:26:52 GMT

" LEAKING & SOAKING WET "

it was the coldest day ever, it rained liek a bitch too. missed the damn bus today, so my momma took us. no one was there yet , then my ladies came. we were freezing our asses off. 1st period was tight as usual, hahah funny ass shiet. 2nd period was not that greaat, boring ass shiet, yadeeyadeeya. then lunch, LOLL friggen romedaay. julie, what can i say? Lol, that chick. some wild ass rain came . me & julie were soaked like crazy.haha, i looked like a damn scrub, hmm THEN, we have this whole new advisory shiet, i got it wit joana,gella,& megan. buh jo was the only one there, haha. it was ariight, better that fucking ELP. hahaha yupp. 3rd period, yea, mrs duhart. dint do shiet. listened to isabel's stuff & yeah julies.. just .. there... LOL JK JK =) headed home.. it was some air sex going on in the bus. it was all musty & shiiet . pretty sick. hah yeaa. then arlene dropped me & amanda home. til the next time folks =)

Saturday, October 16, 2004

Sat, 16 Oct 2004 00:11:37 GMT

laugh out motha fucking loud. <-- that explains my week.

haha! that statue sheit is scarey huh marellla?! i all screamed & shiiet.

oh & sorry khristine, at lunch..when YOU spit on me, with all that hot cheeto shiet, PSSH.LOLLL FUCKING ROMEDAAY! LOVE YOU SEXXAAY.

yeah dont feel like putting thought into this blog. HAHA.

i gotta say one thang..

HAPPY BiRTHDAY TO MY BEAUTiFUL WiFEY!

i LOVE YOU MARELLA DESUYO FERNANDEZ :] :]

fuck your jeremy sumpter, if he dint call you, DROP him :]

yes bitches, me & her are married, KAE?

tommorows our one yeaarr, HOLLLAA :] :]

upcoming events:

101604-me & my wifey marelLALA`s ONE year :]

101804- marcs bdaay

101904-priscrillas bday

102404-micheals bday

102904-chelsexays` bday

103004-amanddaas bdaaay

Monday, October 11, 2004

Mon, 11 Oct 2004 23:25:54 GMT

dont mind this blogg.

im motha fucking tired of people that cant control themselves, & get all TRiPPY on me for the littlest thangs, over & over this shiet happens, thats why for now on, i aint seying shiiet to them enimore, muhfuckuhs juss dont knoe when to grow up, hey, aint it funny when your there for that person & hear em out & shiiet, but when it comes to other person, they dont give a flying fuck whatsover, thats some faulty ass shiiet.you try helpin them in every single DAMN wayyy & they dont appreciate shiet you do, what kinda shiet is that? HAH. bullshiet

Sunday, October 10, 2004

Sun, 10 Oct 2004 19:38:58 GMT

fridayy,amanda came over. did our usual talks & shiiet. let me say, that girl talks about ray 247. haha, talk about some deep ass love =) Dint really do shiiet. so we went back to her pad.that was some fucked up shiiet, with her sista & all. that thang was cornyy though, MOViES & BOWLiNG, HAHAHAHA, omg romedddyyyy, then i dyed my haiir..saturday:the cousins came over. i missed KfC like fucking crazzyyyy. its crazy how 2 enemies from the past can get so damn close in a year or two =) it was good catching up with her... bitch lied to me the past few months, but its okay i still love you =) fuck, breaks over, school tommorow. oh well, i'll just blog tommorow kae <3

Sunday, October 03, 2004

Sun, 03 Oct 2004 04:24:15 GMT

LADiiES NiiGHT OUT ( FRiiDAY )

went to Alyssa`s pad around 6ish. desiree & candy were already there, so me & alyssa juss talked & all =) i love my sex partnuhh, yea eniways, Lol, went to alyssa`s room & saw her vibrator, mmmhmm, hahahaha. then julaay came, & woo was it fun & fucking violent . theen chelsexay,joana,& danika came. mmhmm, juss kicked it & all. watched mean giirls, shiet was hilarious i tell ya. then went down to go eat, mad props to auntie who can cook so damn good =) then ridel came. then went back upstairs. Alyssa + condom + feet = purple ;) , nuff sed. i did so many crazy shiiet, you dont even knoe. Haha ;) ;). fell off the big o` chair, thanks to jo & alyssa for helpin me , buh i decided to stay down there, kuhz, uhmm yea, no comment =). it got reaalll hottt. " LOOK AT THE STARS " * everyone looks up * LOL good ass times, its all the ceiling. =) then left around 11ish. it was a good ass time ladiies =)

(TODAY) __

went to amanda`s pad. juss kicked & all. boyy does she talk alot, Lol jay kaayy. i guess her & ray are havin problems, & im glad i helped =) Lol. man i love that female =)

dying my hair, ' dark mahogany brown ' watchu think (;

Thursday, September 30, 2004

Thu, 30 Sep 2004 18:25:34 GMT

new song, yeah i know, oldschool.

( chorus )

I see your true color, shinin through
I see your true color, an' that's why I love you
I see your true color, shinin through
I see your true color, an' that's why I love you

[VERSE 1]
Yo, father forgive, we all tryin to survive where we live
I'd rather feed the homeless eight times than talk to da kids
Show 'em life ain't no walk on the bridge
Damn as hard as it is, when I be dreamin I be talkin to B.I.G
In my hood it ain't no yellow brick road, we hear the shots echo
Sneakers hangin from a telephone pole
In my ghetto aint no rainbow wit pots a gold
but tha was love from tha family when tymes are cold
I seen n analyzed tha world from my project roof
An' seen the hope in tha eyes of a troubled youth
A good kid, I kept this burna in dis motha goose
A motherless child,lost in these streets loose
in the waterworlds away these are rainy days
My man got poped at an early age
These cowards run n say he flipped into his early grave
They say the good die young, we're headed for dem early gates

CHORUS

[VERSE 2]
yo,they say this love wasnt meant to be
2 people from 2 different worlds,we wasnt meant to be
it musta been fate you were sent to me
we'll make it through these hard tymes,eventually
tha standard fight,walk by faith n not by sight
we're all tha same color when you turn off tha lights
i take tha sunshine with tha pain
wear my Saraguards sad,dats when it rains
no fridge,kept tha food on tha window payne
we all breathe tha same air so we all tha same
im trapped in this ghetto maze tryna make it out
if you dont know me dont judge me,wuthcu talkin bout
im far dividable of ard of tha broken dreams
single mothas yall my heroes,yall my queens
to get my moms out tha hood,thats my hope n dreams
to raise my son to be a soldier by any means

i have no relation to this song whatsoever, buh its sexxy riiigh? Hah.

I've been spending alot of time wid amanda ( salas ) . i love that girl, those talks & errythanggg. her ass is herre righ now, Hah. one more week of break, juss time to kick it back & relax :] i get to see alyssa, & some of my other main ladies tommrow.. i`ve been feenin for em`. LOL :]